tearmeanewone | rendez-vous + APPOINTMENT POST

What do I feel?

[He's interrupted by a hiss that escapes his mouth as she squeezes around him again.]

I feel like I'm finally whole.

[It's not an exaggeration, not something meant to make her happy, but complete, 100% honesty, even with his own concentration faltering and his movements growing jerkier and less steady.]

[What Elizabeth had been asking, and not very clearly apparently, was if Gai was close to 'letting go' too. But what she gets is so much better. They had both lived half-lives before, probably, and Elizabeth knows first-hand what joy came with experiencing life fully. Gai telling her that she's part of the reason for that joy does bring tears to her eyes.]

[Which she tries to conceal by shutting her eyes tightly. But between how happy Gai's made her and the jerking, deep movements Gai is adding to the attention on her nub, she's already making gasping, sobbing noises. She's such a driven, sweaty, desperate mess.]

[Gai told her to let go, so Elizabeth doesn't even tell Gai when she feels it happening. He can probably tell anyway. Her breathing starts to wheeze, she braces her hands on Gai's hips and pushes and lets herself fall, faster and faster, forcing her body into maximum overload. She screams and goes tense and rigid, squeezing Gai as she's wracked by orgasm.]

[It's not hard to tell when Elizabeth hits her peak-- that scream and the way her entire body stiffens would have been enough of a giveaway on their own, but then Gai feels her clenching tight around him, making it harder for him to keep thrusting up into her but making it a thousand times more pleasurable. And keep moving he does, just rocking against her in a steady rhythm to allow her to ride out her orgasm. It's hard for him to hold himself back from the brink for her, especially with the way she's squeezing him, but he wants to make sure that she gets as much as she can out of this before he allows himself to climax.

His fingers keep up their rubbing over her clit with firm strokes to help her through her climax. And as he watches her in the height of ecstasy, he thinks to himself that he would be satisfied if the act were to end right there even without him making it up there with her. More than anything else, he loves making her happy.]

[After the initial scream, Gai's continued thrusting and touching pulls little soft cries of completion out of her. Three, four, and then she's falling boneless against Gai's chest gasping for breath.]

[Blindly, she searches for Gai's lips with her own, her hands stroking over his hair.]

[And Gai finds her hair with his free hand to tug her down into a kiss, his other hand and his hips keeping up their movements even as he kisses her. He's close, so close, but he doesn't want to let go yet.

He wants to enjoy this moment until he can't possibly hold out any longer.]

[She kisses back, full of heat and passion even though she's so tired from orgasm. After a moment, she realizes Gai is still pushing into her. He hasn't climaxed, then.]

[Elizabeth pushes herself back up and rocks, contracting her muscles and taking him in as deep as possible in an effort to push him over the edge too.]

Gai... you make me feel whole, too. You make me feel beautiful, more beautiful than I ever thought I was or could be.

That's because... you are beautiful...

[It takes far more effort to get those words out than he'd expected. His control has been reduced to a single thread, and it's fraying even further with every tightening of her muscles around him. Gone is the steady, even rhythm of his thrusts, replaced by something wild and desperate as he makes a final push for the edge.

Just a little more...]

But I had to be shown that. [She braces herself on the bed again and rides with his rough and desperate pacing, trying to meet it.] I knew I existed and was alive, but I never felt like I was a part of any world until you grounded me, until the night you first kissed me. Nothing had any context until I realized I could be loved by someone.

And I want it to be you, and only you, and always you, just like this, every day. [Her hands are trembling from the effort and the aftershock of her own climax. It's too soon to be stimulated again, but Elizabeth ignores the odd, numb feeling and keeps going. For Gai, she wants to see him climax.]

[There are so many things Gai wants to say in response to this. He wants to tell her that he'd been so sure he was broken, that he wasn't even capable of loving another person, until he'd met her. He wants to tell her that she gives him a reason to want to keep on living, when before he would have been content to return to his world and his death. She makes him whole in every sense of the word, and he wants to convey that to her.

But all his mind can process is the heat around him, squeezing him, and he's so close that it almost hurts... until at last one final clench of her muscles sends him shuddering into the abyss with a short, bitten-off cry. He drives deep one final time, back arching, his head falling back against the pillow... and then he just goes slack, exhausted yet elated.]

[Elizabeth watches, with rapt fascination, as Gai has his moment. Every muscle, every vulnerable expression, every pleasured shudder, she drinks in happily as it happens. And even after, when Gai is laying slack on the bed and breathing.]

[After taking a few breaths herself, she leans over Gai again, trailing her lips over Gai's sternum, over his neck and under his jaw, until she finally drapes over his chest with her nose tucked against his ear. The warmest, safest place of her now.]

[It's almost a moment before Gai's neurons reconnect enough to return his motor control to him and allow him to lift his arms to wrap them around her, just holding her close while he catches his breath. They're both sweaty and exhausted and frankly, he couldn't care less.

This is the very best place; he'll agree with her on that. It's warm and comfortable, and combined with the pleasant muzziness brought on by the afterglow, Gai is pretty sure that he'd be content to stay this way for hours if that's what Elizabeth wanted.

They don't need words, not right now. Just their actions and the physical contact speaks volumes.]

[Elizabeth takes that time to catch her breath, and let Gai catch his breath. The closeness does make her heart pound in joy, and the feeling of Gai's arms around her makes her body relax into his. Heavy, almost dead weight. Gai can handle her, she knows that much.]

[And God could he handle her. Elizabeth giggles a little into Gai's ear at the thought and curls into him with a bit more poise than before.]

[That giggle prompts raised eyebrows on Gai's end and a playful little nuzzle as he turns his head to nose right back at Elizabeth's ear.]

Don't tell me the face I made was that funny. You'll hurt my masculinity if you say that.

[Which is, of course, a big fat lie, and he knows that she knows that.]

[And that prompts a laugh as Elizabeth writhes away from that nose tickling her ear.] No, no! I was just thinking of something... maybe a little illicit. [She smiles and traces a finger up Gai's sternum.] I though to myself that you could probably handle all of my weight if you had to hold me up.

And then I thought to myself, 'Well, that's not the only way he can handle you'. [She grins and it splits into a laugh again.] Isn't that just awful? It hasn't even been two minutes!

And you love every moment of it when I do, if the sounds you make are any indication.

[He gives his hips just the tiniest rock to punctuate his sentence, grinning away the entire time. Nothing "illicit" about her statement in his eyes.]

Doesn't sound that awful to me. Two minutes is plenty of time for us to catch our breath. Or do you really think you've worn me out already?

No, I didn't think that you were worn out. [Elizabeth raises an eyebrow at him, then rolls off of Gai to cuddle against his side.]

But I want a moment. You've pulled all the fire out of me, I'm all quiet love now.

[Gai just reaches an arm out to wrap around her and tug her against his side to cuddle with him. Honestly, he's rather glad she wants a break, as he's getting to the point where he could use at least a short one too.]

That's fine by me-- I think we could both use a breather. Besides, if we're going to do it again, I'll have to put on another condom, and I'm getting tired of messing with those things for now.

[Elizabeth laughs and stretches up to put a kiss on his jaw.] I'm getting tired of your leaving the bed to mess with those things.

We're not going to go through the whole box today, are we? [Not that she would complain, it's purely a concern for quantity and replacing the box.]

Do you really want me to take that as a challenge?

[Because he will, if she decides to say yes. He can always just leave Law a message over the journals asking him to teleport some more in. What else are bros for, after all?]

Ugh, God Gai... [Elizabeth falls limp in Gai's arms and giggles.] I want to be able to walk next week you know!

Why not just let me carry you instead? You did just comment on how good I was at handling you...

[Okay, he couldn't really resist that one.]

[She snorts and attempts to roll out of Gai's arms. This is what your inability to resist nets you, Gai.] Yes, because that would take care of everything.

[Oh no you don't, Elizabeth. Gai is just going to try to pull her closer, nuzzling at the base of her ear.]

Running away from me so soon?

[Oh wonderful, she was hoping for that. Elizabeth giggles and rests her arms over Gai's, tilting her head to allow for the nuzzle.]

Well I think we just proved that good things happen when I try to run away.

So this was all part of your nefarious plan?

[He nuzzles for a little longer, then drops a kiss on the skin there.]

I really am being a terrible influence on you.

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