rendez-vous + APPOINTMENT POST

[tearmeanewone]

[This is an appointment post for Elizabeth at luceti.]

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September 26th - The Marathon

[voidseeing]

[Oh no you don't, Elizabeth. Gai is just going to try to pull her closer, nuzzling at the base of her ear.]

Running away from me so soon?

September 26th - The Marathon

[tearmeanewone]

[Oh wonderful, she was hoping for that. Elizabeth giggles and rests her arms over Gai's, tilting her head to allow for the nuzzle.]

Well I think we just proved that good things happen when I try to run away.

September 26th - The Marathon

[voidseeing]

So this was all part of your nefarious plan?

[He nuzzles for a little longer, then drops a kiss on the skin there.]

I really am being a terrible influence on you.

September 26th - The Marathon

[tearmeanewone]

Oh, little do you know, I made a habit of running away from Booker before I even knew you. [She laughs and reaches back to comb her fingers through Gai's hair.] I was this bad to begin with, you had absolutely nothing to do with it.

September 26th - The Marathon

[voidseeing]

[Gai closes his eyes and just relaxes into that hair-petting, going slightly boneless as she strokes his hair.]

Feed my ego and then tear it down, all in the span of thirty seconds.

September 26th - The Marathon

[tearmeanewone]

Oh shush, you. [Grinning, she tugs lightly on a lock of Gai's hair.] I didn't jump into bed with him when he caught me, you're special.

September 26th - The Marathon

[voidseeing]

[Now he opens his eyes and smirks.]

And I didn't stay in bed with any other woman besides you.

[He always had a strict policy, in fact: once it was done, he'd leave. No cuddling, no staying around, nothing.]

September 26th - The Marathon

[tearmeanewone]

Not one? Those poor girls...

[Of course, she only pities them because she has Gai, pretty firmly, around her finger. Otherwise there would be pouting.]

September 26th - The Marathon

[voidseeing]

I didn't love any of them.

[It's as simple as that. He did it to get something he wanted or to have a little fun, that was all. There were no emotions involved, at least not on his end.]

September 26th - The Marathon

[tearmeanewone]

[Elizabeth doesn't really see the connection between love and cuddling, but it clearly matters to Gai. So she turns around and wraps her arms around his waist.]

So short a love-affair with your warmth. It's to be pitied, obviously. And that doesn't even start to cover the loss of this chest...

September 26th - The Marathon

[voidseeing]

[Gai huffs a quiet laugh and tilts his head to nuzzle at her hair.]

Is that really the part of me that you'd miss the most? And here I thought it would be something else...

September 26th - The Marathon

[tearmeanewone]

It is something else, Mister Hasty. [Elizabeth grins and prods him at the center of his chest.]

If I could only see one thing of yours for the rest of my life... it would be your eyes.

September 26th - The Marathon

[voidseeing]

You don't find them unnerving at all?

[It's an honest question, because it's something he's been told before.]

September 26th - The Marathon

[tearmeanewone]

No! [Unnerving? Ridiculous.]

They're just... incredibly expressive. I can feel how you love me through your gazes, I knew you were hurting that night you came home. Who told you they were unnerving? [She searches for Gai's hand so she can hold it.] Whoever did, they just aren't open to what you're trying to tell them.

September 26th - The Marathon

[voidseeing]

Some people think it feels like I'm looking into their soul. [He gives her hand a squeeze.] And for some people, I am. I can see peoples' Voids if they have one, so I really am looking straight at their hearts.

September 26th - The Marathon

[tearmeanewone]

[She squeezes back.] Then maybe I'm not unnerved because you've already seen my heart. Every good and bad thing in it.

September 26th - The Marathon

[voidseeing]

And you've already seen mine, which makes the two of us even. At least yours has a lot more good to balance out the bad in mine.

September 26th - The Marathon

[tearmeanewone]

[Elizabeth doesn't say anything. ]

[But she does give Gai a love-punch right to his solar-plexus.]

September 26th - The Marathon

[voidseeing]

[Ow, okay, that kind of hurt. Gai looks suitably chastised by that reaction, though his expression remains serious.]

There are still things I haven't told you, and some things I may never tell you. Not because I don't trust you, but because I don't know if you want to hear them.

September 26th - The Marathon

[tearmeanewone]

But I don't care about those things. There is nothing you can tell me, short of the fact that you're in love with someone else, that would make me leave you. Nothing.

I don't need to know every detail, every thing you still hold as a secret. I want to hear what you want to tell me. That's enough for someone like me.

September 26th - The Marathon

[voidseeing]

It isn't about whether you would leave me over them or not. It's about things that could somehow be brought up in an experiment someday-- things you shouldn't have to find out that way.

[And now that he's thinking about it, the idea of some sort of shared-memory experiment being a possibility... dear god, he does not want those things just dumped on her like that.]

Not all of them are things that I've done.

September 26th - The Marathon

[tearmeanewone]

[Elizabeth takes that in for a moment, thinks about what she would feel if she were in the same situation. She wouldn't want Gai to find out about some of the things that had happened to her, either. Not in an experiment.]

[She laces her fingers through Gai's and kisses him again, softly.] If you want to tell me, I'll listen. If you don't, and I find out anyway, you should know that no matter what I found out in an experiment, I'm not going to blame the delivery method on you. I would bear that weight, and wish I could have been there in the moment to bear it with you.

September 26th - The Marathon

[voidseeing]

Are you sure you would want to hear?

[It's a serious question. She really doesn't have a context for the sort of things he's seen; he knows that much. The resistance movements in her world were brutal, no doubt, but he knows that even that probably isn't an equivalent to what he'd experienced in Africa.

More than that, he knows that it would hurt her to know some of the things he's been through.]

September 26th - The Marathon

[tearmeanewone]

...No, I'm not sure. [She runs her thumb over Gai's in a soothing, thoughtful gesture. Something to do while she organizes her thoughts.]

I can only imagine what you would tell me. What things you've seen, what you've been forced to do... [She squeezes his hand again, trying to push away the images she had created after Gai recounted his journey home. They were disturbing, but she knew that she would be even more disturbed if she didn't know anything at all about Gai's experiences.]

But maybe it's causing you more fear and anxiety to keep it to yourself and worry what would happen if I found out. But maybe it isn't, in which case... I'm sure I love you. And I'm sure I want to know everything that worries you, everything you love and hate, everything that you wish I wouldn't do...

At the very least, I'm sure I want to hold you while you tell me these things.

September 26th - The Marathon

[voidseeing]

[The gesture is soothing, enough to make his entire body relax just slightly against her, and he gives her hand a squeeze of thanks in return. It isn't that he has trouble talking about his experiences-- as far as he's concerned, they're in the past. They're not subjects he enjoys dwelling on, but he's also come to terms with them by now.]

I don't want to keep any secrets from you, but I don't want to hurt you, either. I know it would hurt you to hear some of them.

[He brushes a kiss against her hair.]

It's up to you whether or not you want to know. I won't judge whatever decision you make.