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Elizabeth ([personal profile] tearmeanewone) wrote2013-05-09 09:58 pm
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rendez-vous + APPOINTMENT POST

[This is an appointment post for Elizabeth at [community profile] luceti.]

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voidseeing: (Would I lie to you?)

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[personal profile] voidseeing 2013-11-17 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
I still don't know what I did to deserve this luck.

[But he is not questioning it, not one bit.]
voidseeing: (Nowhere to run)

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[personal profile] voidseeing 2013-11-18 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Gai leans forward a little to press his forehead to hers, just for the contact and the reassurance. There is one more thing he really does want to tell her, one more thing that he knows will probably hurt her more than anything else he's said so far, and it's for that exact reason that he hesitates to do so.

But this is also the one thing that he absolutely doesn't want her to find out via an experiment or any other method that isn't straight from him.]


There is one other thing.

[The gravity of his tone should be self-evident.]
voidseeing: (In this utopia)

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[personal profile] voidseeing 2013-11-18 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
[And now, now that he's resolved himself to tell her... suddenly Gai can't find the words for it, doesn't know how to express it in a way that isn't brutal and awful. There really isn't a way to make it any less so.]

... I already told you that you weren't my first.

[That's an easy enough place to start...]
voidseeing: (Can you tell I gave up on being serious)

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[personal profile] voidseeing 2013-11-18 08:02 am (UTC)(link)
It wasn't her fault.

[He's very quick to make that much clear, as he doesn't want blame placed where it doesn't really belong.]

The virus warped her mind, even while she fought so desperately against it. Eve had one objective, and that was to select an Adam to be her mate so that they could create the new human race.

[He pauses, closing his eyes.]

She didn't like the fact that I tried to interfere.
voidseeing: (Oath sign)

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[personal profile] voidseeing 2013-11-18 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
[His response is a single nod rather than a verbalization. He's had years to process it and deal with it, and by this point, the thought doesn't really hurt him anymore. He's come to grips with it.

But Elizabeth, on the other hand...]
voidseeing: (Never too late)

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[personal profile] voidseeing 2013-11-18 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
It's all right.

[It seems like a flippant thing to say, but it's all he can really think of to soothe her without going into any details or blaming anyone for it.

He does wrap his arms around her in return and just holds her tight, grateful (and touched) that she's upset, almost in tears, for his sake, even if he himself holds no anger over it.]


It was a long time ago. She was as much a victim as I was.
voidseeing: (Okay sometimes you aren't stupid)

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[personal profile] voidseeing 2013-11-18 08:45 am (UTC)(link)
I love you too.

[And it's with an immense sense of relief that he says these words. Not that he'd ever thought she'd leave him if she found out, but he knows how hard it must have been for her to hear-- to hear and know that it happened to him at all. He wouldn't have been at all surprised if she'd pulled away and needed some space to process it... but she didn't. Instead, she's holding him and kissing him and telling him that he's brave.

There's only one thing he can think of to do to express just how grateful he is for her support, and that's to turn his head enough to capture her lips in a deep, loving kiss.]
voidseeing: (A softer side)

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[personal profile] voidseeing 2013-11-19 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
Just be here with me like this. That's all I need from you, now or ever.

[Touch him, hug him, kiss him, so that being intimate is something only associated with good thoughts for him now. The more good memories he has, the easier it is for him to put that in the back of his mind, in that locked box that belongs to "Triton," not to "Gai." The past is the past, and he isn't that person anymore.]
voidseeing: (Castle of glass)

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[personal profile] voidseeing 2013-11-19 08:28 am (UTC)(link)
It's a lot more than you realize.

[Positive experiences are something Gai still hasn't had all that many of. The more, the better, even things as simple and everyday as this.]
voidseeing: (A rare smile)

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[personal profile] voidseeing 2013-11-19 08:38 am (UTC)(link)
I've never been more sure of anything in my life. This is where I want you to stay, and this is right where I want to stay too.

[He holds her close, burying his face in her hair and just inhaling her scent. It's remarkable, really, how she fits into his arms just so and feels like the most natural thing in the world there. Like two pieces of a puzzle, almost... and somehow that thought also feels natural and right.]
voidseeing: (So I'm about to make you a deal)

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[personal profile] voidseeing 2013-11-20 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
[He laughs a little, and this time it's actually genuine.]

Now why would I want to invoke your wrath?
voidseeing: (Are the best I've ever had)

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[personal profile] voidseeing 2013-11-20 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Try as he might, he can't suppress the tiny little pleased shudder that races up his spine at that bite.]

Using my own words against me? I really am a terrible influence on you.
voidseeing: (Stray)

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[personal profile] voidseeing 2013-11-20 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
I do leave myself open to you...

[Two can play at this game. Gai will just let his own hands wander down her back; once they reach the small of her back, he slips one hand down and under to give her rear a gentle squeeze.]

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