Elizabeth (
tearmeanewone) wrote2013-07-13 11:13 pm
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deux + voice/action
[Voice]
I've-- Oh, wait. Hello Luceti! [Right, she can't just start talking like you do with Voxophones.]
I've recently, this past New Feather cycle, brought two more people into my apartment. Up until now I haven't been... cooking, exactly. [She's been eating whatever she can get ready-made, namely.] Does anyone have any... somewhat simple cooking recipes for two adult men and one slightly smaller girl?
And can someone explain to me how to work the oven...?
[Action]
[Later in the day, Elizabeth ventures out to the grocery store to pick up things for her first cooking adventure! Though it's a trial, even at the store. Elizabeth keeps looking between different things and consulting her journal and looking back at the shelves... and frowning. Because this is all extremely complicated. No wonder this was done for her every day... This would probably take her weeks to figure out.]
I've-- Oh, wait. Hello Luceti! [Right, she can't just start talking like you do with Voxophones.]
I've recently, this past New Feather cycle, brought two more people into my apartment. Up until now I haven't been... cooking, exactly. [She's been eating whatever she can get ready-made, namely.] Does anyone have any... somewhat simple cooking recipes for two adult men and one slightly smaller girl?
And can someone explain to me how to work the oven...?
[Action]
[Later in the day, Elizabeth ventures out to the grocery store to pick up things for her first cooking adventure! Though it's a trial, even at the store. Elizabeth keeps looking between different things and consulting her journal and looking back at the shelves... and frowning. Because this is all extremely complicated. No wonder this was done for her every day... This would probably take her weeks to figure out.]
action:
If anyone had the right to question him, it was Elizabeth.
And before he answers, he settles into his chair. This conversation might prove long.]
We designed it, yes. But as a conduit. A restraint on the powers of a child who didn't know what she was doing. It was meant to limit your powers until you were taught enough to control them.
action:
[She was getting angry now, and she could feel parts of the apartment starting to quiver and fissure. It wasn't entirely Robert's fault, it was Comstock, entirely Comstock. She dropped her bag and sat heavily down in another chair. Before things started threatening to open up.]
action:
Instinctive fear is a survival instinct.]
That wasn't my decision. That wasn't our decision.
We intended for you to learn how to use them, how to control them. Comstock decided differently, and he had the power to enforce his will over ours.
action:
[At least, she wanted to believe that it would never have been that simple. That she was kept in captivity not because of a collective do-nothing effort, but because of Comstock's influence.]
Please Mr. Lutece. I've already been through too much to have someone tell me I could have been free long before I was.
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But where people do not act.
And then, at the eleventh hour, a cure is necessary. Something far more complicated, far more dangerous than if anyone had intervened earlier.
[Because, as far as he was concerned, it had been the inaction of a hundred people. A thousand, really. But a hundred were very responsible. A hundred people could have ended things so much faster. Could have done more than pull a man to the world over a hundred times to make him cure what could have been prevented.
Even if he was just as responsible.]
action:
[Being calm was clearly not on the table. Not while Elizabeth actively relived every trauma that came easily to mind--and she had quite a few to choose from. Little pops of light started forming around Elizabeth, by the door, down the hall...]
And no one, no one except you and Mr. DeWitt even thought to do something for my sake. So why are you telling me that I shouldn't be grateful for that? That I should feel betrayed for all of the times you didn't risk being murdered by Comstock for helping me escape?
...at least you did something for me...!
action:
[Which was, at the end of it, the sum of what he had done, at least to Robert. And, though he wouldn't say it, he didn't want gratitude for something that had, ultimately, gotten Rosalind killed.]
The one who deserves gratitude [he and the man might bicker, but it was worth giving him this credit, deflecting this] is the one who stepped through.
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You opened more than one, I think. [Booker hadn't seemed so sure that the key he'd handed her was he right one--if Robert had been the one to send Booker after her, he'd no doubt given him the right tools too.]
I can't begin to doubt the people who helped me, Mr. Lutece. If I do... I'll never stop.
action:
so like Rosalind.
Not Rosalind in her element, no. But a Rosalind he'd quarrelled with. Shouting between them, him at the machine, her in the bedroom upstairs. All but screaming at one another through the hole in the ceiling to accommodate their work. And then he'd gone a step too far. He'd used the only thing left in his arsenal. He'd threatened to leave. Sworn he'd do it.
And he'd seen her go rigid and withdraw.
Only to find her an hour later, when he'd calmed down too, sitting alone, ready to cry but refusing to, her hands held so tightly together.
He knew this was Elizabeth. This wasn't Rosalind.
But her distress was as much his fault as Rosalind's had been that night. So, he repeated what had worked then.
Robert got up and knelt in front of Elizabeth's chair, covering her hands with his and looking up at her.]
I apologise.
action:
[Robert taking her hands and apologizing of all things... it was a relief. Not for the reason Elizabeth thought it would be, but because it was a sign her fear was real and Robert was listening to her.]
[She pulled one of her hands out from under Robert's and laid it on top of them. She nodded, taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly.] I'm sorry, I shouldn't have brought all of that up. But when Booker couldn't get to me for months, I had moments where I thought... I thought I had misjudged life entirely, and that I would always be alone.
[Elizabeth closes her eyes and shakes her head again.] I never want to think that again. You and Ms. Lutece had an odd way of doing it, but I know you helped us.
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An offence against morality.]
We started the matter; we had to finish it.
[We. Not I. Even if Elizabeth has heard Rosalind's recordings, know she held aloof from the moral quandaries of her "brother." She still, when the time came, helped.]
I'm... very grateful that Mr. DeWitt is so stubborn. And that you are, as well.
action:
[She was stubborn enough to hang on, Booker was stubborn enough to fight through to her. Luck was following her, right after it fell through her ceiling. Booker would probably disagree, but Elizabeth hadn't ever had a problem disagreeing with him.]
Do you want chocolate? [It seems random, but Elizabeth is trying to get herself to come down from the stress.] I think I need some. I usually feel better after.
[Or incredibly sick. But that was one time shortly after discovering all the food was free in Luceti.]
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But she is not his daughter or anything like it.
...Even if she is the closest he'll come to such a thing.]
I think some chocolate would be quite nice.
action:
[She stands and goes into her room, returning with a box of cordial cherries.] These are ridiculously sweet, but usually one or two helps with any stress I'm feeling. [She opens the box and holds it out to Robert first.]
action:
Is this syrup? Or proper cordial? [It isn't asked as something of vital importance. Merely an interest in a point of fact.]
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