tearmeanewone | rendez-vous + APPOINTMENT POST

Your arguments with Gai are your arguments with Gai. What I'm objecting to is you making me a weapon in your fights with him. If you're going to keep on doing that, knowing that you're the one using someone Gai likes as a tool to prove a point, then maybe you're right. Maybe I don't want to know you.

Nothing good ever comes out of talking with me anyways.

All this time, I've known that better than anyone else. Maybe I was just trying to fool myself into thinking that I could be better. There's no point in me trying to be stronger if all I do is be a huge bother to everyone. [His low self esteem is showing.]

That's the best thing you can do. Just pretend we never spoke and I'll leave you alone too.

You're not keeping to the topic we're talking about, Shu. I'm going to narrow this down to one question:

Can you carry on an argument with Gai without bringing me into it? Yes or no.

Ask Gai that, not me.

I barely know you. What do you want me to say?

[How is he supposed to answer this honestly? Shu's never been particularly good at being social so it's to be expected.]

Exactly-- you barely know me. You barely know what Gai's and my relationship is like. Just earlier, you were saying that you weren't going to talk about things I wouldn't understand. Maybe you should turn that around. Not talk about things you don't understand.

Gai already knows enough not to use my feelings for him to win points with anyone. What we have is too precious to be treated like some cheap thing.

If you had automatic contempt for strangers Shu, I would expect you to treat me like I'm cheap and expendable. But Gai gave me the impression you were above that. Was he wrong?

He doesn't know what I've been through.

Gai's dead and there's no way he could've known. I'm not behaving this way because I want to.

I'm surprised he gave you that impression after how he's treated me. You people just can't keep assuming you'll always know how things will be.

Really? You aren't? I must have missed obvious gun to your head, forcing you to act a certain way.

[Don't tell the girl, locked in a tower for almost all of her life, that acting out is inevitable because bad things happen.]

I can see how you're similar to Gai now. You're both harsh and you always assume that having attitude is the best response.

You restore to using harmful responses, just to make yourselves feel better in the end.

In that regard, you're just like Gai. [Shu doesn't really understand it completely, but that's how he sees things from Elizabeth's response.]

[~~Guess it runs in the family.~~]

I think you're someone who needs harsh truth instead of someone who pats your head and says you're right about everything. I'm not going through life to please everyone, certainly not you. So I'm not going to apologize for my 'harmful responses' that go against what you want to hear.

...If I had to choose between being like you, and being like Gai, I would choose him in a heartbeat. I've had enough of fantasy worlds where everyone tells me everything is fine and nothing has to change ever.

You don't even get why it hurts so much, do you?

When Gai was a live he pointed a gun at my head. I killed a friend of mine and I was in shock. He didn't seem to understand that and he even fired a bullet. [Shu kills a lot of his friends, huh? Elizabeth might be noticing that.]

That's your decision. It still won't change how I see things.

[Gai meets her tongue with his own, pressing it against hers, wanting to taste everything he can. The taste itself isn't that pleasant; it's more the idea, the thought of kissing her after she'd done something so intimate to him and being able to taste the proof of it that he finds arousing.

Because of that, the taste doesn't bother him one bit, and he just kisses her deeply in order to get as much of it as he can. Maybe it is strange. Frankly, he doesn't really care.]

[Honestly, Elizabeth thinks it's strange at first. But the more Gai kisses her, the more thorough he is, the more Elizabeth warms to the idea. It was almost like a little adoration to her mouth.]

[She wraps her arms around Gai's back, meeting his kisses with all of her body. She wants more, desperately. But Gai needs a break, Elizabeth knows that much.]

You're torturing me, Gai. [She breathes out the words, almost incapable of speaking she's so winded from their kissing.] Tell me what you got for us at the grocery store, before I absolutely die from want.

[It's with great reluctance that Gai finally separates enough so that they can both catch their breath... a fact that he notes with no small amount of pride. Gai isn't a man to do things by halves, kissing included.

His own arms have found their way around her waist, pulling her flush against him, and in this position Elizabeth will be able to feel that the kissing alone has already started to get him going again. Not by much, but it's a start, and he's eager to find ways to continue it.]

Why would you want me to waste my time on that when there's something much better I could be doing with my mouth?

[The implication there is quite obvious: she's pleasured him, now he wants to return the favor.]

Nn... [This was absolutely unfair. Of course, Elizabeth's body was quite thrilled by the prospect, but before it can run away with her brain Elizabeth shakes her head. ] If you make me climax, I'll have to wait to be ready again and, God, I just want you in me...

[She reaches up and runs her fingers through his hair.] But it does do something for you too... Alright, if you want to, you absolutely can't make me climax. [She looks up at Gai's mouth and sighs longingly] No matter how much you or I want me to...

[Gai leans his head into her hand, letting his eyes fall to half-mast as he savors her touch. By now Elizabeth is probably coming to the realization that he really enjoys having his hair played with...]

Just tell me when to stop and I will. After that, I'm pretty sure I couldn't bear having to wait either...

[Elizabeth laughs and brushes her lips against Gai's again. Normally they would spend much more time building each other up, but it's been a while. She felt absolutely no shame in admitting to Gai that she was too sensitive for extended playtime, that she just wanted to be as close as they could be as soon as was possible.]

[After a few more kisses, Elizabeth shuffles up the bed, hand still in his hair and trying to direct Gai's mouth to her breasts.]

[There will be no objections to this on Gai's part, though if she wants to tug him around by the hair a little, he won't object to that either. She knows exactly what to do to turn him on, it seems, and he intends to take full advantage of this.

But then his face is right on a level with her chest and there are much better things he could be doing than reflecting on her skill level when it comes to getting him going. Far be it from him to turn down an invitation: he leans forward to capture one nipple between his lips and suck lightly on it, teasing her with the barest scrape of teeth over the sensitive flesh there.]

[Elizabeth shudders, good and long, when Gai's lips touch her. She feels so absolutely untouched that even a little suck nearly kills her. She moans, tightens her fingers in Gai's hair, presses herself against his stomach.]

You're going to kill me, Gai...

[Gai's only response to that is a quiet laugh-- and given where his mouth is at the moment, it probably produces some very interesting sensations on Elizabeth's end. He flicks his tongue over the tip of her nipple, once, twice, quick enough for her to feel it but not long enough to give her any real lasting pleasure from it.

Looks like killing her is indeed on his agenda for today...]

[Even if the sensation doesn't last, Elizabeth is feeling it as a delightful kind of torture. Her body is a livewire, and Gai is playing around with the current.]

[Needy little cries fill the room, and Elizabeth squirms, crossing and uncrossing her ankles in a delighted stretch.] Lower, please, lower...

[He pulls away just enough so that his breath is warm against the damp skin of her nipple that he just licked, resisting the urge to chuckle again. Oh, he likes those sounds she's making for him.]

How much lower?

I'll give you a hint...

[Elizabeth slides her hand out of Gai's hair and curls it between her legs. Just resting there, nothing more than that.]

It's a little spot, and it always makes me feel like the universe has shrunk down to two people.

[Gai is definitely smiling now. If there's one thing he loves about having sex with Elizabeth, it's that she isn't shy about what she wants or where she wants him to touch her. He finds that frankness to be incredibly arousing, and when she talks dirty to him, he's putty in her hands and he loves every minute of it.]

Then move your hand so I can see just how much you enjoyed what you did to me.

I hope I don't disappoint...

[Elizabeth smirks at Gai and moves her hand, then rolls onto her back.]

You never do.

[He waits for her to position herself before leaning in for a better look, though he doesn't actually touch her just yet. If she were to lift her head to look at him, however, the look on his face will give away just how pleased he is by what he sees.]

You got this wet just from sucking me off?

[The wording is a bit crude, but to Gai, that's the appeal.]

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